I cannot begin to tell you how hard it was to load this picture without doing a touchup on it or when it was being taken to not stand up so as to not look bigger. I am learning to except myself for who I am and just getting on with life. I look at the picture and think, I should have taken my hair down, I would have looked better in one of my new outfits, different colors, etc.. but you know what?.....to hell with it, this is me, not at my finest, but it is me. I haven't lost more than the original 80pds. but have started working on it again. It is really hard now that I am on medication that actually puts weight on so to just stay the same is really hard but I have been accomplishing that and I now go out shopping EVERYWHERE and don't even stop to think about what I may look like to others. Anyway here is a picture of myself and Alex and we were having so much fun when this picture was taken. We were just being really silly.
I need to take more recent pictures because the deck is almost completed, the slats that go on the rails still need to be put on but we have the swing, picnic table and grill on it and it is great. Will take new pictures soon.
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