Presents

I think that the best present that I could ever get for any holiday is my family and the love that they give me. As for material things my 2 favorite things are, Frances and Drew got me a key chain that I had been wanting for the last 2 yrs. It is a beautiful silver key ring with an attachment that has pearl inlay and on one side in beautiful engraved script that says, "Nana" and the other side is engraved with, "Isabella, John, Alexander" I love it. Also Clay bought me a remote control massage machine it is small and compact and has different types of massages and it attached with wires and small pads. It is a lot like a TENS unit. The nicest thing about the gift is that he thought of it himself and I was in no way able to guess what it was. It wasn't a cheap gift either and it just made Christmas day that much more special. I am having a hard time though, unable to not think about this time last year and the memories are something that I don't want and would like to never remember but at least I am not letting it get to me the way I used to let things. I am sad for the loses of so many different things. Betrayal and the lose of faith and trust are the hardest. But a new year is upon me and many many more wonderful times to make new memories of and be able to think of next year at this time.