Monday, January 26, 2009

ICE

Big ice storm is happening. Drew is finally on his way home from Springfield. He expects it to take an hour, hour and half to get home. Springfield is pretty much shut down and he has already been told not to go to work tomorrow. Clay is getting off early also and will be home in a couple of hours. We are suppose to get snow on top of the ice.

I have PTSD. When the weather gets like this I get all these feelings from 2 yrs ago. All the memories and feelings come flooding back and there isn't any way to stop them. Just tears and telling myself that was before not now. Funny how our mind and body works on it's own and at times we aren't able to control them.